Sweetie Nadia’s Real Secrets

But posting to this blog still disconnects.

I’ll be putting this piece of shit computer back to how it was when I got it so my yahoo won’t be working until I get this done.  I hope I don’t  loose data cause I copied all data onto my other computer and I hope I got it all.
a rookie tech for close to an hour, she tells me that they have to send me new recovery CDS.   I was psyched to get this to factory.  Ok, it’s about 11 am and I gotta sleep for acouple of hours ttyl

I read other flirts blogs so I’ll just copy one of my favorites and say to all the callers out there today, that it really helps to go to http://www.niteflirt.com/account/LeaveFeedbackSummary.asp and just leave a one word comment (or whatever else you want to write) on whatever calls and paymails we’ve had in the past.  THANKS AND thanks to all that have helped me and encouraged me to still do this.

Oy, It’s Tuesday, almost 2pm and I’ve been up all night.  Ok, I’ll have to spill the beans and say that even tho my ex-almost fiance (Is there such a thing?) and I stopped living together over three years ago, he recently broke off ALL communication and it’s killing me.

His last e-mail was of five artists that he’s promoting and one of them he called, “his Britney with hair and very sane.” I know he’s fucking her.  She had one song that was phenomenol and the other two not that great.   It’s stupid to do an R&B cover of “You’re So Vain” by Carly Simon.  It’s getting to the point where if I dont’ snap out of it, I might go on Wellbutrin (yes I’ve been on it before and there’s no stigma to it you drug-addict cigarette smoking mutherfuckers).

It’s funny cause I’ve gotten to know Thomas pretty well and he’s right when he says that I don’t curse like a truck driver on the phone, and I don’t, but writing is another story.   if you’re normal and want intelligent conversation, I’m normal right back.  However, there are a few of you guys out there like Thomas and Tony (yeah you the Indian penis on cam) that also bring out the crazy in me as well. 

I can’t believe I’m so damn picky with clothes.  I didn’t feel like driving in to Manhattan (a friend lent me his car for the week while he was away), so I shopped in Queen and just got nothing.  This weekend I’m going to my MOm’s in LI so I should find something there, maybe we’ll go to Macy’s Roosevelt Field or something.  My Sis has a gig and I’ve been practicing all week and learned “Wild Horses,” written by Stones but was covered by “The Sundays.”  I sound AWESOME.  I’m sure those who have already read my blog know that I I record so I’ll be putting that on my site.  I did it in one take but there were glitches in the sound.  I really need to invest in my equipment but I don’t because when I get a car of my own this summer I’ll be recording at a friends professionla studio in Garden City.  I still might by keys with drumsounds tho after I get my car.  Oy have no idea what I’ll do after I get a car whether I should take classes or just take one class-speed reading which is all the way uptown in Columbia I believe, but it’s the best course.
My black boy came over today for a bit but the phone kept ringing, small cute calls; Matt that was a cute fantasy, I hope I was neighborly enough; and alot of paymails (I hope you enjoy it and get off quite often on your monitor).
A  N D      T H O M A S What can I say, just hearing you for a sec, knowing you had a good enough time last night to call from work was just kind of, blushy.  Thanks also so much for commenting not only were the comments wonderful but you made me realize how fucked up my blog really is lol.  No really, THANKS so much for the wonderful thoughts and words.  It just plain gives me confidence that I kept your interest that long as I was very loopy at first.  I do wonder tho, did you almost hang up on me when I was at my loopiest???   I’m just addicted to that Tea, hold on I’ll tell you exactly what it is http://gtskombucha.com/

DOES ANYONE KNOW ANYONE THAT CAN FIX THIS FUCKING THING?  

To Say.
This guy Thomas you know who you are, was  indescribable to talk to.   During the first half of the conversation, before he started asking my advice about whether he should let his wife fuck another guy, my face was a concrete smile and completely blushy from his personality and voice.  The .05 percent alcohol Synergy Tea helped contribute to my loopiness which by the way was very perceptive of this chap to point out.  
Thomas, if you’re reading this and I know you will be, I’m surprised you didn’t hang up on me right then and there cause I surely was expecting you to. 
Yes, I came around and got my wits about me and now I have a feeling I’m gonna be up tilll 7am again….oy, the life of a spoiled, from old money, Princess P.S.O.
I have spoke to guys for a long time the first time they call, but Thom Thom, (I like that pet name, and you sweety?) and I went thru stages of our conversation from me not understanding where in the hell this guy was coming from or wanting, to realizing that he was a cockhold, and MAYBE a serious one. 
Hey, you never know.  Whether it’s true or not Thomas in Pittsburg, I’d like to know what happens next and maybe I’ll tell you what happens when I bump into a couple at a bookstore while they were browsing in the section under, “How To Spruce Up A Marriage!”

way fucked up right now.  I have no idea what happened but I put the feedback link on and it went crazy.  It was much worse then this but at least I didn’t looser my information. 
I have so many people to thank for a crazy Saturday, off the top of my head I want to thank Paulie for being a top cock to suck.  He’s just plain fun, has a great voice and cock and me and my girlfriends just love to go crazy on him.  We surely try to treat him special and I have to think of even better places to go with him…for sure so, Paulie, if you’re reading this, get ready!
There there’s “Tony,” Who really isnt “Tony” who loves to show me his cock on cam lol.  Come on Tone, I’d love to see that Indian face. I have the hots for you guys, and I could tell you must be at least attractive by your legs and cock!  Definitely a fun time watching controlling and making you laugh.
will b back