Sweetie Nadia’s Real Secrets

My brain is sometimes fried as far as explaining things at night. Succinctly put as far as chatting; I’m a quick typer so you’re getting fast fucking exotic shit but my two hands are busy and I can’t jerk off so it’s not as fun which is why it’s a bit more then phone service. Ok, sweety does that make any sense?
THANKS SO FUCKING MUCH MARKIE YOU’RE SO SWEET
I hope when we do chat I can see you. Ill have to figure out how to record your ass and use it afterwards.

Fuck this morning my fuckdoll gave me a huge scare.   She used to hear the slightest noise and move when she rests.  I thought she was dead for a moment and my my heart hit the floor.  You have no idea how attached I am to her.  When I was living with my ex and not doing well I used to nearly cry when the song, “How Will I” (not sure if that’s the title) came on.  I thought of him and my cat.  I had a dream last night that I was with my father whom I used to be very close with and my dying cat.  She looked awful, sweaty and malnourished.
My ex had a cat that died here and it was the most disgusting, painful thing to watch.  At the time he was totally strapped so he couldn’t afford $50 dollars to put her down.  I would rather jump off a cliff into fire then let my cat suffer like that. 

I wish she could tell me if she feels any pain.  I wish I can put my finger on whether I should stop my agony a bit quicker and put her down now or wait because she is eating and functioning.  I might feel guilty letting go too soon. The most painful thing is when I pick her up she feels that she’s on the verge of death and she feels as if she no longer has a spine.  It seems to get worse each time and when she used to be on my lap, she looked at me with such love.  That is dying as well.  I’m still working to get me thru but I’m not leaving her even to get something to eat nor am I going out until I get over this.  I have to tell a neighbor to feed her for important matters that I must go to.

I can’t go out in the sun because I burned my skin by using retin a which was soo great this past winter and fucked me up recently.

My insurance won’t get things going till fucking Tuesday and I have to take care of my cat sooner then that. The taxis around here can kiss my ass. She’s too picky with her food and that’s a very bad sign for a cat with kidney problems. I have to try baby food. FUCK.

More and more expenses…… next month I have to get a laptop cause I can’t wait to take this fucker and plow it into the fucking concrete. It’s made me loose too many working days the cunt. Then I have to get a GMS navigator cause I forgot where the fuck every thing’s at.

I have to also buy a vanity and mirror for my bathroom cause the vanity is so decrepit, that it’s fucking up the plumbing.  The medicine cabinet with mirror broke awhile ago.  Oh yeah, I also have to get one of those stick thingies to hold a towel.

There were a few who got sucked on my sex listing which is ok for my grandfather calls, cause they leave feedback or call often, but if they don’t soon do the same if they happen to call again, I’ll tell them to call oral. OMG, they’ll have to pay .14 cents more per minute.

Another sweety named rob loved my cocksucking of course cuming within 6 minutes. He called twice wanting more and more so I was pissed when I saw he couldn’t press 5 after the call. Probably made a wicked mess. Lots of fuckers can’t use their fingers cause they’re reserved for their ass. I’m making it easy now: GO TO
http://sweetienadia.com/make-my-day.html AND MAKE MY FUCKING DAY IF I MADE YOU EXPLODE!
Check this out : I hope this is the right link http://tinyurl.com/2cqpct
I couldn’t find his homepage but he’s so hot and his voice is the sweetest I have ever heard from a man, truly gets me horny and I was getting paid. Good deal Paulie.

I just got off with a hottie and he was the one that  I masturbated with tonight oh yeah,  he was the one.  He knows who he is cause even tho he was about to hang up, I was finished, still  pushing my gear in and out.

Thank-god I came cause I was fucking my friend who has the studio who I used to have explosions with when I first met, but it dwindled downhill fast.  Last night when we fucked I couldn’t cum to save my ass.
FUCK, HEY DON’T WORRY BOUT ME YOU HORNY MONKEYS I CAME WITH BLACKY THIS AFTERNOON and a COMPLETE stranger on the fucking phone ;so I FUNCTION you cunts out there that would be glad to hear that I’m damaged.

Oh my fucking lord. Remember when I told you that I had to bring my fuckdoll to LI and I was planning to take out cash from the ATM to get a carrier. Fuc, not only would that have cost big time but the fucker ways more then my fuckdoll.
Blacky called and I told him to cum over since I wasn’t working, nor in the mood to fuck and was rushing to get ready. He fucking gave me this elegant sophisticated and from its looks, expensive pink carrier after I told him what I was planning to do. The fucker has all the keys to the buildings on my block and  remembers what people throw away!  He keeps them safe in the basement just in case.  fuck I gotta finish this shit tomorrow…………night night you fuckers lol you know I love u all!

to write, wanted to say Hi my Thomas, I didn’t praise u enough.

A few people called my sex listing wanting ONLY ORAL.  FUCK YOU KNOW HOW THAT IRKS MY ASS.

It’s insulting when anyone tries to save CENTS per minute wanting a certain subject which is more then the listing they called.  It is not just the money, it IS the principle. 
 
Yeah yeah yeah, I should realize that men cum here to take advantage of us, see us as hos, cunts, etc, so maybe I shouldn’t care………..FUCK THAT I’m too classy (but could be a ho) for that and my prices are half of many girls here.  You usually get what you pay for.  OTHER reasons:

Phone sex operators are in fact ACTORS.  some roles R harder then others which is WHY WE CHARGE MORE FOR DIFFERENT ROLES.  I happen to charge .14 cents more for my masterfly crafted, scientifically tested blowjobs. Calls rarely last longer then ten minutes which equals 19.30 as compared to 17.90 calling the sex listing. 

You might think i’m making much too big of a deal but at times I could be way busy and it ADDS UP.  Furthermore, I pay  at least 10 dollars a day just to be seen here and  we do NOT keep 100 percent of revenue.

HMM NOW my tits feel a bit smaller. MOre 2cum tonight so keep you panties on.

“world need a planet of their own to dwell, not procreate, and to smell their own shit.……..”
SO FUCKING MANY OF THEM in the world aren’t they; On in particular thinks that I’m fucking stupid to enough to believe that there’s a fucking auto body parts place “somewhere” near Shea Stadium.  Further diarrhea from his mouth said that him and his friend went to yet THEY FUCKING DON’T KNOW THE NAME! The old fat bald fucker farted saying that they most likely would have my two Benz side fucking mirrors for about sixty dollars! WITH FUCKING  INSTALLATION INCLUDED.  THIS FUCKER BELONGS IN THE SAME CELL AS FUCKING Paris and her monkey friend Nicole something or another.

At the time I was horrified when I first saw the right side of the car from the sidewalk then it was a nightmare when I saw the other one gone.  You have no idea how much I rely on my mirrors, especially since learning from a drivers school.
I pretty much was dumbfounded at how I should handle the situation after I nervously parked the fucker in a garage.  I was sure that if I went thru my insurance that it would go high as a fuck but it wasn’t my fault, it was vandalism.  I had to pay the deductible and you would not fucking guess what two fucking side mirrors of the fucker cost…………….go ahead, guess.  It’s infrared, no glare and changes with the weather just  to help you out.  $3500 digits, so thank-god the insurance pays for it but now I am so fucking paranoid.  Who would ever think this would happen on the FIRST NIGHT I BRING THE FUCKER HOME.  I no longer call it my baby cause it might disappear at any time.
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