18 July 2007
XOXO for you guys
lots of sweet mail, some just saying hi but shit do I miss those long interesting conversations about life. I get tons of oral but that’s not life. I don’t think I need to name those of my favorites. You’re out there and I hope you’re getting it together…. you’re in my thoughts.
Me? I’m thinking trying to get clarity over my love life or should I say lust-life. I’m just kind of unlucky cause I don’t know what the fuck I want and I’m so paranoid after my big break. It was four fucking years ago, but it’s indelible even now (? spelling?). Between that and the example I was brought up with.
Being at the right place at the right time is huge when It cums to finding the right person. Now I learn that many clubs in LI have closed as far as open mike nights. I’m searching for a partner to collaborate with. I’m lucky tho cause I started taking voice lessons and if there aren’t any open mike nights to play at before I go to the city I could play with my sister who’s a pro and has alot of gigs. In nyc i sing but it’s different if you want to sing and play with your guitar. You want to be experienced if you’re playing solo.