Sweetie Nadia’s Real Secrets

 but a Scardy cat who didn’t give me his real info; very common, but did serve me nice.  Worth mentioning. NOt much to say other then I screamed all day to my vocal tape lesson, and guitared for about 2 hours.  Had to skip open mike tonight b’cause I’m getting up early to go to city tomorrow.  I knew I had something more important to say but totally forgot.
Oh yeah, ok, to those who might be reading this;Thomas, my office playa, Pauli, Joe, Scott and some old friends, I have to say hi and that I’m thinkin of ya and hope things are commin together.  Petie, who I see is in love, God Bless, may it last. 

Talkin bout friends, my bossie is so busy fucking a Philipino (spelling) that we hardly have time to hang, but I am working his his studio (met him on match.com three years ago) and my other best friend in L.A. calls me only when he’s miserable……he’s in love so never hear from his sick ass (the one that turned me onto NF).  We met when I was very young when I auditioned for his band.  I’m so happy for him and my neice (whom I told you got engaged).  His ex girlfriend, always cheating on him fucked her boss (she was a porn star-Aradia and one day he died from masturbation-exphixiation (spelling?).

 My fucktoy days are over. I need to seriously work now that I’m promoting two studios one more then the other.  One gives me more then 10percent, the other doesnt charge that much.  One time, Allen, the one that rents from Mike, put an ad in craigslist and got a $50,000 account!
 I love hangin with acouple of new bitches that I used to see at my gym.  I also try to do my vocal tape everyday and practice guitar.  At least an hour’s worth. I want to get my voice back to when I first started seriously singing.  I was the best when I was about 16-21 years old. I was eighteen when I cut my first demo.
The calls I’m getting so far I’ve been masturbating alot to, giving callers hints on how to do the three prong.  I make the guys that think they would never do such a thing think twice lol.  Trust me, being a  gun or a three prong is the way to go if you never were able to get a girl off with your hand.  Omg, if you need help licking a chick, the ass is really also a way to go.

This sunday night.  Working on my cell tonight.  So I can screen while I roll around my building.

This weekend I went up and down the street to ALL the hip stores and just spent spent spent, not like I’m rich but THANKS SO MUCH for helping me look modern. 
There was this one store (ok I know girlie talk bores you?) that was GIVING clothes away literally.  I got two items for 7 dollars each.  One thing was originally $129 OMG.  I knew it would fit.  ONe thing about being skinny is that you don’t really need to try on clothes because you look good in everything.  That item was a long modern printed cotten dress making my tits more gorgeous.  It just needed a zipper in the back which is why she was selling it so cheap. I won’t bore you with the other item unless you want me to.
I wish I could go on about the French clothes I bought for under twenty that looked like I just stepped off a Paris runway w/ tons of Champagne glasses waiting.
Anyway, it’s not as if I’m never going to fuck 22 year olds, but if I don’t see that they’re not persuing me the way I want them to, I’m off like a prom dress.   I’m so busy now working for my friends RECORDING STUDIO (IF YOU LIVE IN THE NY, NJ, PHILIE AND PENNSYLVANIA AREA, THIS STUDIO IS WORTH CHECKING OUT, YOU MUST GO THRU ME TO GET THIS SUMMER DEAL.  OWNER HAS WORKED WITH TOP SELLING ARTIST TODAY! RECENT SAMPLES ON REQUEST!)

I love the book, “The Rules,”  and I do alot of mistakes if you want a relationship, however I was not looking for that.  For immediate sex, you pretty much do what I do.   But one thing I did with him is I saw him everyday in the beginning and we both opened up too fast.  
A  big bulb went off in my brain  happened this weekend when my chickees and I went to an 80’s club.  The crowd was mostly in the 20’s but much older too; 40’s 50’s.  So many unmarried were there trying to look entertained.  You could tell that in their prime they were hot.  Love SO STARTS WITH YOURSELF.  Once you love yourself, sure enough someone will love your back.  These women did not love themselves.  Unfortunately it also has to do with the right place at the right time.  My neice just got engaged and as far as self-esteem and issues, she is a very lucky girl. 
Up to this point, I was concentrating on immediate gratification and that just isn’t right for a women in her twenties.
Anyway, what else, I’ve gotten my car fixed at half price thanks for my genius boss.  It would have cost 600 plus tax for my two pads and tire rotation and I only paid $285.  I had to drive about an hour to his unbelievable house but driving in my car is like driving in my living-room while taking voice lessons and screaming as loud as I want!

The whole time he was working I spoke to his smart and entertaining wife.  I love soaking in wisdom.

SO SORRY Kenny, I never work on my cell, and pressed one way too soon. I didn’t get the tab that you called that line.   Thanks so much Kenny lol. for calling back.
Hey my new slave, gotcha for an hour on tape.   BLACKMAILING YOUR ASS HARDER THEN YOU KNOW.  You’ll b very surprised at all the info you told me.  xoxo

I was so surprised at how great I sounded.  For some reason there are now open mikes almost everynight where I live! 
I had to get things done as far as trying to fix my computer, work on new documents, and then get my guitar and equipment ready to take to my car by 8pm and I’m not an early riser.  Fucktoy called at 630pm kind of last minute.  He has the same schedule I used to have; a very unhealthy getting up at 6pm!
Between picking me him up and having to get gas, I made it at exactly 8pm.  My car is so smooth. This place just started having open mike nite so thank-god there were only a handful most of whom I knew from my sister who was there as well.

The last two nights were so emotionally satisfying.  I told fuck toy how disappointed I was about him calling and not leaving messages and other things and he pretty much validated alot of them yet I believe he gets what I’m feeling.
Then, I found out that my friends would call my phone and leave messages and I didn’t get them as well.  My phone was broke.  COOL. Sometimes I would get messages and other times it sounds as if  I’ve dialed the wrong number! Thank-god it’s under warranty.  UPDATE; I GOT ALL of everyones messages on my phone mail thingie from verizon. 

We went to the beach, laid down on a sheet as I sucked away on his cock. Wasn’t in the mood to get arrested.  SEX in the car.  Gotta use em for all of the fantasies.
Hey latts, I really hope u love your recording. I finally found a site called yousendit.com that’s like dropload.com !
THANKS AGAIN AND AGAIN PAULIE FOR LETTING ME SUCK YOUR COCK!!!!!!

I chatted to Tom again, the one who I don’t mind giving extra time to. If we chat again, I hope it leads to sex.

Be aware that this is just a bad two months for me.  Even tho I might seem negative I AM FAR FROM A NEGATIVE PERSON AND WILL NEVER LET YOU HEAR IT OR READ IT WHETHER U CALLL OR IM ME. 
I love this job and when I talk or chat, I feel as it’s my stage.