Sweetie Nadia’s Real Secrets

meaning after I got home from the city today, I heard from the tons of police men outside my building that some nice folk got in from the roof and ripped tons of people off.  THANK-GOD I wasn’t one of them.  I take extra precautions which have worked out cause this is the second time this has happened within 8 months.  I guess not so bad.
I had to get out so I drove to my mom’s and then off like a prom dress to the same place I see my new youngen but he wasn’t there for Jam Night.   It’s totally different from open mike night so I went back to my mom’s and watched Melissa Ethridge perform and Madonna ride a fucking pony.  Madonna looked bad.  The show was from two years ago.
Subsequent to that, I had a lovely call with Cindy (like Brady Bunch Cindy).  Tons of laughs for a feminization call.  Greggie was a pisces who doesn’t believe in the signs but we just had a pretty good time.  We spoke of his girlfriend with a dick and how he met her on craigslist and first fell in love with a )))))) (this isn’t my blackmail blog so Im’ not saying anymore details). 

oh my gosh.  My brilliant web-designer just got it up for me.  She was an editor and knew of an archive website page.  Anyway I’m so glad it’s up.  Have no idea how I could have missed it! 

Not sure how long i’ll be logged in tonight.  Very whipped out these few nights, always like this this time of month.  Thank-god it’s not as bad as it used to be tho.  Seeing a great acupuncturist and the herbs are tasty.  Anyway.  I’m so ecstatic!  Even tho it’s been slow on NF cause i’m not working late, I just am soo freaking glad I got my site going and that there’s a few NF guys that are great friends.  THANKS

CAn you believe it took me over 6 months or so to realize that my GORGEOUS SPLASH PAGE IS GONE!  Remember that page to enter my site with the big pictures of me?  I think it was an asshole that was helping me out either did it on purpose or by accident.  He wanted to be dommed by IM and i think i might have been way mean but then again, he loved it who knows. 
Not in the best of mood today.  I lost a great vocal lesson tape and I wasn’t plannign on taking another lesson for  awhle cause I’m now singing live every Monday evening.
Also, getting into another pending sexual relationship with someone way too young.  It just seems like it could be like it was with my last youngen and that’s still on and off but not great.  At least this one is so very into music.

Mr. teach gave in to almost all of my demands but I had to back off just so I could surprise his ass bigtime later on.  At least it lets me lay back and relax when I want.

Every Monday night now I play at an open mike in or around my hometown so if I fuck up, I won’t be so embarrassed.  BUT FUCK so many youngens younger then 23 years old.  I just love it and hate it at the same time.  I pretty much know I’m not gonna meet my match here in LONG ISLAND but wouldn’t mind meeting someone older then 25 years old who might know about more then just fucking for a few months. 
“Jeff,” the cutie from the bar where I play at is a totally hot youngen that I met last week who is not only hot but he’s also totally into his music.  Nice turn on. While waiting my turn we talked at the bar and all I could think about was this kid’s lips.  This was a different guy then the one last week whom I fucked in my car.  It’s actually one of his friends.  Out of the group of friends that go there I remember wanting to fuck just two of them, but this one has a much better personality.  It was soo cute after I left him and his friends were going home and he runs up to my car while i’m taking a call from NF and he tells me to put down my window and throws his number at me and tells me to call, “To Jam.”  ya Jam his cock in my pussy his what he really meantl

As soon as I walked into the door everyone screamed out my name (not too many people were there as late as I arrived), and the bartender told me that everyone thought I “had something very special.”  Just a great reception.

Entries are a bit adhd but it’s hard to edit on my laptop, anyway, let’s touch the subject of my favorite Mr. who loves just loves to be blackmailed. I mean, I blackmail and he calls for more!  Got to love that however, I treated him soo nice.