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4 December 2007

Yeah! Thomas Left His Wife

that cuckholding biatch treated my friend so bad.  I remember one of my first conversations with Thomas and how I didn’t want to judge.  I tried to remember how one of my psychiatrists would handle it which was to make the client look at the situation threw all angles, therefore making it easier for HIM to make the decision.  THANK-GOD I don’t have that kind of psychiatrist anymore.  I have the kind that says point blank, drop the fucker.  Eventually tho I did tell Thomas to fuck, find happiness somewhere else cause this yank cunt aint giving hiim the kind of treatment he deserved and Thomas if you’re reading this.  I do remember so much of how we connected and it is just fantastic that you called during the holidays.  It really did seem like 8 months since we last had spoken and even tho it was a short call, it made me smile ear to ear as if we were on our mile high conversationals.

4 December 2007

FinalLy Got a New Modem

sorry again sweeties.  My modem broke Thursday night and I just got a new one yeah, so I’m online again.  My Thanksgiving was sooo yummy a good thing AND A bad thing happened……not sexually related so you might be bored but it willlllllllllll lead to much more fucking down the line, trust that.
I brought my guitar to my moms and it kind of fell down the stairs and it broke; AWE…. NO NO NO!  It’s a good thing…I went to see if it could be fixed so in the meantime I got another guitar and I always wanted an electric so I got a really cool electric and the thing is is that I didn’t realize that with an electric, you can practice till your cunt dries and you’ll never wake the neighbors!  Yeah, so, I’m totally getting into practicing where before, I couldn’t at all because by the time I got up, had my breakfast (lunch your time), did errands, this and that, it was after 7pm and the neighbors are like 9 year olds with a 9pm curfew and can’t stand shit after 7pm!  I couldn’t practice at all and was going for days sometimes weeks without picking up my guitar and I was really missing it.
So, last night was the first time I went to an open mike night in a long long time and I had a ball……or two..  No not fucking, but I did suck his 20 year old cock long and hard.  Hard and long and my car is totally getting a work-out.  Since I couldn’t go online I got there very early and for the first time in a long time, there were a bunch of youngens which I swore off but fuck, I’m changing that.  I mean, I’ll see if I could be like a man and just spread the seed, and not waste too much emotion into it (well the last one is still going on and off).  Basically you really should fuck when you can cause it won’t be there one day at all when you’re an old dried out cunt lol. 
It’s funny cause there were some girls at the club that knew me from highschool and they’re like, “Nadia, there she goes, always getting the guys wrapped around her finger.”  They totally remember how I was. 
These girls are not ugly either it’s just that for some reason, they don’t meet and fuck like I do.  Guys tend to try to play it cool, but if I want something, why deny yourself, I push to make things happen.  I don’t have to throw myself at these meats it’s just a mutual thing that happens.
I played well most songs even tho the guitar cut threw my great vocals. 

  No names but I’ll call him “Jeff.”  After Jeff got off the stage I was star-struck and next to go onstage.   Usually, I have no clue as to what I’m playing so thank-god I remembered to bring my lyric memo sheet which literally is a VERY old notebook that has threads in the holes keeping it together lol.  

After each song as I turn the pages of my lyric memo,  all could see my hands shake.  Quite embarrassing as it’s so hard to keep my nerves to myself. Such  An exquisite natural high when even a handful of people recieve my voice well.  I feel the hottest at the times I sound the best.  The way I angle my face towards the microphone…. just sex.  MUSIC IS SEX.  The fact that I’m a musician AND a Scorpion is a lethal combo . 

After  I got offstage Jeff and I really hit it off.  I left first and the band stayed and I went to my moms to pick up some clothes that she stole from my sister and then to a Diner and of course there he was in all of his grunge Glory.  I knew then my pussy was in for a free Desert.  I mean I went there for something sweet but my appetite totally lessened as soon as I saw him.  I had ice cream and he had a burger and he nearly came after seeing my car.  Most youngens don’t have chicks with the kind of car that I have. 
We fucked around in my car as I parked in the corner of the parking lot but it got soo fucking heated we went to the closest motel.  I’m like… fuck this, I used to do this when I was 19 and instead I went to my mom’s.  My mom knows that I’m fucking, besides it’s alot better looking then the nearest motel.

He ate my cunt in my car and I sucked his cock so after doing 69 for a short time, he slid his 7 1/2 inch (not as big as my on and off again) cock into my wet hungry pussy.  I’m like waiting for my mom to open up the door and look at Jeff’s ass for a few seconds (she did that with one of my first boyfriends).  to continue soon along with threesome with blackman