9 October 2006
I’m So Sorry Steve
I hate to miss you. I got on at around 10pm. I had my big cucumber ready but by the time I got home, it got soft, yuck.
Had a great day with mom and a few friends on LI. Had an awful combination of eggs and cottage cheese, uggh. Shopped at every store in Oceanside and they all turned to shit. Maybe I have to go to Merrick. I’m definitely going to the city soon. My favorite store Bang Bang is out of business here in queens, the fucking management blew it all up their noses. That was a banging store. My mom and I also ate at a Mediterranean restaurant lol spelling and there was this like 16 year old barback that I really wanted to fuck. Damn the laws suck. He wanted me so bad too.
A Newbie Brian called earlier today who wanted controlled masturbation but yet he also sounded like he wanted to be dommed. I kind of fucked up because I didn’t hear him cum. I felt bad and wrote to him, gave him a hot pix. There are guys that say, “Just do what you want.” But now I know better. Some guys just don’t want to spend the money and it’s my job to figure out who does, he obviously didn’t want orgasm denial.